2 Apr 2012

heaven

I am in heaven
drowning
water up my lips
no strength to fight
move on
let go
I gave all
I shared all
venomous liquid
seeped right up
to my pores
and I am
sweating poison
good grief

heaven is nothing
when underneath
the soil is poluted
give me
paradise
just being
adam and eve
it is better when
they just fuck
like horny animals
and nothing else
if I could
only
numb
my feelings
I shouldn't
be here

How just a few words
said by you
just by you
calms any river
stops any storm
removes the sting
and makes me
quiet
relaxed
giving me time
the feel of time
the space of time
the need for time
healing time
to prepare me
for heaven
again

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