31 May 2012

H2



I wanted 
to destroy you
As you did to me
You wanted 
to destroy me
As I did to you
None of it 
Is true in the end
There is no truth
There are no lies either
There is just nothing
Left
Any longer
To destroy

In our path 
Of destruction
We burnt all
And left all in ashes
Behind us
And I am left
With a lesson learned
Memories of service
Loyalty
But no submission
At all
No one can demand submission
By pretending to dominate
Or vice versa

When things fit
You leap
And fly
Otherwise
It is simply
A painful struggle
Of both sides
But I know
I gave my all
In serving you
As you did
In guiding me
As that is all
What is Left of us
I forgive you
Thank you
For all the effort
And love


30 May 2012

dansen




Zodra ik een glimp van U zie
voel ik hoe mijn huid verjongd.
Hoe ik zachter word,
mijn schulp uitkruip
en glimlach in de spiegel.
Waar ik eerst een verdord gezicht zag,
de rimpels rond mijn mond
en ogen, dieper en meedogenloos.
Mijn lijf vermoeid en triest.
Maar nu voelt dat lijf
als van een jonge vrouw.
Mijn huid als zacht opgeruwde lakens
Wil ik U omarmen en mijn liefde tonen.
Hoe ik U bijna ruik, Uw handen voel.
Mijn hart danst, ik weet dat U de touwtjes
aantrekt, en met me speelt;
Uw willige marionet.
Ik verzet me niet en beweeg met U mee
Zo dansen we samen, als een wals zo mooi.

29 May 2012

more vagina, pussy and cunt

Thanks to a jewel and a kochanie, one gave me a hug and the other send me a youtube post of an interview with Betty Dodson. 


I used some of the drawing she uses in my former post about the art of fingering. Someone I respect as she did a lot in the US for liberating womens ideas about there own genitals.  So here an interview with her about masturbation. 


Part 1:


Part 2 can be easily found on Youtube. Betty says there is no difference for her between a vaginal orgasm or a clitoral orgasm. I do not agree with her as I do experience mental orgasms as well. I do not care what it is called. I just want for women to have the orgasms they need and like. To experience their body and love it. It is not only an affair of nerves in your cunt but also of how you feel an think, how relaxed you are. There is so much we don't know. Nevertheless I admire her courage and open view. Like her I thought that my innerlabia had become bigger due to masturbation when I was a child! One day I will post where these ideas sprouted. As both men and women have and are made feeling guilty for masturbating.
For me within the BDSM world it is essentail a woman is aware of what she is, who she is and always endavour on a journey to selfesteem and out of the so easily protrayed portrait of being a victim. Most of us are not so much the victim of what happened to them but are the victim of how they portray themselves. Including me! 


But today when I felt most sorry for myself, there were these two whispers of people I cherish, lifting me up and making my day.
So girls, keep kicking my butt, hard, gentle and lovingly and see it helps; I move forward!


(more about vagina, pussy, cunt, fingering and masturbation on this page.)








missing You



I am holding on
Knowing you will be back
I feel miserable
Really miserable
And need and want
You

I need something
Of course it is not
For me to demand
But I get low
I need direction of
You

I somehow loose
Control of myself
Without You
I even hate the feeling
But I do need control from
You

Straighten me out
Set the direction
Discipline me
I am wandering
Blindfolded searching
You

28 May 2012

curves



Look at her walking, curves
moving with every step.
Her hips swaying like a dance.
Her butt rounded, swings along.
Her calves above her high heels flex
showing of her ankles

Her hair moves in the wind
Her face smiles slightly,
amusingly, her lips sensual,
the skin of her neck,
head upright,
confident!

Her breasts moving
with every step.
Her arms swaying loosely.
She is relaxed and aware
of the effect she has,
but without arrogance.

It is not about size,
length or weight.
It is not about beauty,
it is just the awareness
of her sensuality,
how she moves

She is a woman
and she likes to be one.
She is secure of herself.
She doesn't have to be
a 'beauty'. She just needs
to be who she is.

I love to see her walking.
I like her beauty within.
I like her sensuality.
When a woman walks elegantly,
sensually. I am taken,
captured, I simply love it.
I like watching women

26 May 2012

twist





You call me
I hear my name
You stand close
To Your car

I walk to You
Elegantly dressed
Knowing I look
Just the right way

I see that glance
Of contentment
When You kiss me
Touch me

That caress
Of Your thumb
On my cheek
Gently, lovingly

I am so happy
To see You
That I become
Ever so bratty

And You grin
Twist my ear
There on the
Public square

I squirm
Delightfully
Submittingly
Fully enjoying

The sun on
My face
Your smile
My laugh

24 May 2012

figging

A long time ago I promised that I would write about the art of figging. I really wanted to experience the sensation before I would give out any information. But there was someone holding me back.  Meester wouldn't let me experience it on my own or with Him on cam. He wanted to be sure I would be alright and I guess He simply wanted the enjoyment of watching me squirm under the sensation. Would I do it again? Yes, when ever He wishes I will yield and enjoy!




My experience


In my story 'plug' I write how I felt and experienced figging. Meester read my story and made a few comments as there were things I had totally forgotten. For one is that He told me that He spanked me hard on my butt. When He told I was so surprised because I really don't remember at all. The plug had already put me in subspace. I was indeed floating on the burning sensation and didn't 'feel' apparantly the hard spanking and well some more.


I liked the feel of it and I really felt pinned down on the bed. That funny idea that if they would've picked me up I would've stayed in the same position. But I do like pain, I like to sink away in pain until I float in subspace. What I do remember is that my anus throbbed nicely afterwards for quite some time. This nice pulsation that kept me on edge for quite some time and which has even effect while I am writing this. 




What is Figging? 


Figging is a sexual practice involving the insertion of a prepared "finger" of ginger root or even pepper into the anus. The burning sensation is said to induce intense pleasure. The technique is used by some practitioners of BDSM


The practice is sometimes said to have originated in a preparation technique for show horses, where an irritating "fig" would be inserted into their anus to induce them to hold their tail high. Others claim that Victorian corporal punishment methods sometimes involved figging to further humiliate and chastise the culprit, as well as preventing the clenching of the buttocks during caning, birching or flagellation.
Wikipedia definition


This is a real pleasure/pain activity. The "burning" sensation of the ginger combined with an enhancement of sexual stimulation can be a mind-blowing experience. If you are into orgasm denial for your sub then you'll enjoy hearing them begging for the release. It's important to remember to tie the sub down for this activity.


History 


Figging, anal play (or torture) using ginger root, seems to be an art that is increasingly ignored. Maybe it's because there isn't enough information passed on about it or perhaps with the advent of fancy salves, chemicals and potions that can mimic ginger, lifestylers don't want to take the time needed to prepare for this activity. Either reason precludes a pleasurable and memorable experience. While there is still controversy as to the origins and reasons to figging, it is fairly well agreed upon that it dates back to the Victorian era. Mentions of figging can be found in some Victorian literature. Back in those days, the Victorians were a fairly bawdy, perverted, kinky bunch behind closed doors. Caning, a very popular form of punishment, especially for the female miscreant, was elevated to an art form itself. There is evidence that figging actually had its beginnings when ginger was used in a caning victim's anus to prevent her from clenching her buttocks during punishment. Clenching one's cheeks
while it hosts ginger causes an intense burning sensation

 Find a good piece of ginger in the local shop



 Cut off the to be left with right basic shape



 carefully peel until you are left with the right shape

 



  
make the shape of a ‘plug’

 



Inserting the Finger 

Now it's ready to insert. If you haven't already done so, position your sub bound, face down on the bed over a pillow. DO NOT use lube to insert the ginger finger. Lubricant acts as a sealant and prevents the ginger moisture from doing its thing. Instead, use the cold water to keep the finger wet. Slowly insert the finger into the sub's anus. DON'T RUSH HERE. TAKE YOUR TIME. Wet ginger is slick enough to slide in with care. When the anus finally opens and accepts the ginger, slide it in up the ring and let the sub close around it. The beauty of ginger is that it takes a little while for the effect to take place. Once it begins, it builds steadily. While you are waiting for the fun to begin, go and wash off your hands. You don't want to touch your eyes or your sub's eyes by accident with ginger on your hands. Now sit down in a comfy chair and enjoy the show. Most submissives will become rather vocal as the ginger works its magic.




Depending on the fortitude of the sub, the potency of the ginger and how much of a mindfuck you prologue with, the reactions will vary. 


To increase the effect, pinch your sub's buttocks together and hold them for a minute or two. This causes a big boost in burning sensation and if done every so often, keeps your sub awake.


Roll the sub onto her stomach so you can apply some spanking, flogging and/or caning. The sub will take a longer and harder beating just to gain some relief from the burn of the ginger. However she will, no doubt, regret this later after the effects of the ginger subside and she is left with the more enduring effects of a hard beating.


The effects of the ginger will last approximately twenty minutes or so, after which, the effects diminish rapidly. The nice thing about ginger is no matter how intense the effect on the sub, you won't hurt her/him and it is short-lived. Once the sensation ceases, remove the ginger and go about your other session business. Ginger also has a property that puts it far ahead of any ginger wannabe substance. The juice of the root has the ability to cause incredible horniness. The reaction is tenfold if the ginger juice comes in contact with the clit. 


Ginger and Pussy Torture 

Cut a small slice of ginger, making sure it has one flat side. Place this side directly onto the clit and hold it there. Depending on anatomy, some women will be able to retain the slice on their clit without assistance. The stimulation of the clit by the ginger juices magnifies the need for orgasm. Alternatively, slip a plug size piece just far enough inside the vagina to supply contact between the ginger juices and her own..which will flow more readily once the ginger is applied. After about 5-10 minutes you can remove the sliver from the clit and proceed with your pussy flogging or clamping etc.



You can also have the sub roll onto her stomach so you can apply some spanking, flogging and/or caning. The sub will take a longer and harder beating just to gain some relief from the effects of the ginger.


Ginger and CBT 

Ginger is dynamite for CBT. Cut a julienne slice of peeled ginger. It should be approximately 1/8-1/4 inch wide by at least 1 inch long. Make sure it is smooth and that the edges are rounded. Make sure your sub is tied down face up. Dip the ginger in water and slowly insert it into the urethra of the cock. Make sure you leave enough sticking out to be able to remove it easily. The effect of ginger in a cock is almost immediate and the sub will react quite vigorously. The burning is incredibly intense. If it become too much for your sub, remove the ginger and give him a minute's rest. When the ginger is removed, the burning sensation drops dramatically. You can place it back down the cock to resume the fun. Eventually, the sensation will wear off but not until the sub is spent.



Boosting Potency 

Now for a little technique that will turbocharge your ginger. Using your ginger soon after you buy it will assure potency. Storing ginger, unprotected, for long periods of time will rob it of its zip. However, if you have any ginger fingers left after playtime, place it in a sealed, plastic bag and place it in the veggie bin in the refrigerator. Now, like the ageing of fine wine, forget about it for a while. After a few days, check the ginger. If things are going well, the inside of the bag should have moisture on it. If a little mould has formed on the ginger, it's time for play. If not, put it back in the bin for another day or two and check it daily until mould forms. The mould is harmless and does not penetrate the tough, fibrous skin of the root. Peel and prepare the ginger as before and play as usual. But look out! The juice of the ginger has increased dramatically in potency. If you think you had a good time when the ginger was new, wait till you play now! Any unused ginger should be discarded at this point. 



(I would like to thank mcncirce and Master Michael for offering the best information found on  the web.)


Figging going wrong


So what happens if figging goes wrong? And that in the sense that gingerfingers disppears into the anus and cannot be retreived. This happened at a shoot of the porno producers of Kink with a girl called Mason. The, at least for me it was, amusing story can be seen on the following link to the American spanking society. They have also given the link to the interview with the lovely Mason.


Nevertheless... be careful always with what you do!


Love,
ara



23 May 2012

plug


The sensation of figging




She stands, her legs slightly apart her hands on her back and breasts pushed forward. He kisses her gently on her lips. The tip of His tongue seeks hers, making a twirly dance of saliva and tongue. Holding her in His arms, He smiles and ties a scarf as a blindfold over her eyes.

‘I have a surprise for you my slave.’

She feels His warm breath and a kiss in her neck. A soft sigh passes her lips as her body fills with the anxiety of what might come.



‘Stay there!’
‘Yes Master!’

She hears Him doing things but has no idea what will happen. The sound is unfamiliar for her and in the pitch dark she stands quietly but her mind runs fast. Her deep breaths make her breasts heave with every inhalation. She is wet with anticipation until suddenly she feels His hands gently around her arms as he guides her to the bed.

‘Present your arse slave!’

On her knees lifting her butt up and her head down she waits as she hears Him walking around again. It feels like an eternity while she gently rubs her cheek against the fabric of the covers. Even though she is used to kneel like this every time it will make her very horny.  She feels how the muscles in her pussy contract in reaction. Fingers touch her butt right up to the rose of flesh in the centre. A finger enters. Her moans fill the room.

Than, for her at least, out of nowhere a plug is placed and she feels how her anus clenches due to the effect.  She grabs the covers and pushes her head down as if she is nailed to the bed. Moaning softly as she takes the pain in. Is it pain? No it burns! It burns like hell. The knuckles on her fingers white, her toes curled up. Nowhere to go, she is just nailed on the bed by a mere plug up her arse. In the distance she hears Him:

‘Are You ok my slave, my lovely little slut?’

She answers in a deep dark moan:

‘Yes...... Master!’

Her moans are muffled as she bites the sheet. Now and than she feels how the plug is patted, making her moans loud. With a gentle gesture He places His hand on her butt. After a while she gently floats on the clouds of pain and lust as gradually that burning sensation looses its initial power. He removes the plug and takes her in His arms, lies beside her on the bed. She buries her head in His arms, always safe.


(the practicalities of figging and other homemade simple tools to use click d.i.y )

22 May 2012

breakfast



I sleep, restless though
not used to a hand
on my body, it travels
wanders and holds
as if I might leave
to keep connection
while we sleep
until You hold
both of my hands
above my head
against the pillow
it is enough to stir me
Your eyes smile
when I open mine
and You grab
my hair gently
guiding me to
Your Morning wood
for breakfast

20 May 2012

handen




Nog even voel hoe ik Uw hand over mijn haar aait.
Uw stappen raken verloren in de herrie van het ontbijt
terwijl ik langzaam mijn koffie drink.
Ik wil niet opkijken, ik voel mijn hart dat in mijn maag klopt.
Hoe langzaam de triestheid mijn lijf overneemt
en ook wordt beschermd door een warme deken van herinneringen.
Zo voorzichtig nam U me mee op reis in een donkere wereld.
Een wereld die ik nooit had gekend was het niet door Uw tedere zorgzaamheid.
Mijn tepels schuren pijnlijk tegen de stof van mijn kanten BH.
Uw nog vochtige pruim is gezwollen in mijn zijden slip.
Handen die me aanraakten als liefhebbend gereedschap.
Zorgend, pijnlijk en geruststellend die ik nog voel met iedere hartslag.
U heeft gebruikt wat van U is en naar eigen wil en wens.
Ik heb het gegeven aan U, in alle vrijheid en liefde.




Hands



Just a last touch of a warm hand through my hair and You walk away.
I sit there while I finish my breakfast sipping coffee slowly.
The sadness runs within me even though my body is still
covered in Your touch like a warm blanket of memories.
You have taken me ever so carefully on a journey into a dark world.
I would never have known but for You, and all within Your gentle care.
My nipples burn against the fabric of my bra, erect and lovely painful.
Your little juicy fruit is still puffed up in my lace panties, gently reminding me
of what happened with every heartbeat. Your hands were there
constantly touching as tools of love, pain, care and reassurance.
You have taken what is Yours and used it at Your will 
as I have given it to You, freely, wantingly, lovingly.


12 May 2012

heat

(Based on the Story of O)







The flames flicker and lick the stone of the hearth.
The fire crackles lashes through the room.
A girl, hands bound, naked is ordered to present herself
in front of the men, cigars, muffled voices, sounds of appreciation.
Their eyes caressing her curves.
One steps forward and feels her round butt.
The men are grinning and seeking a reaction, eyes roaming.
Her butt is spread and some come forward to discuss her arse,
so fresh and pink. Her face blushing,
not a single word passes her crimson lips.
With fast brushstrokes a picture is painted.
Red quick stripes mark the canvas on her back, beautiful.
Coals are simmering, there at the bottom of the hearth,
heating the room. Painting a glow on the faces of all.

the art of fingering



Fingering is a technique which can be learned by all. It is easy to learn when given the right attention. But fingering needs time. The time and patience to learn what makes us tick. Because even though we have the same 'buttons' to push, many women push them differently. 












Defenition 




Wikipedia gives the following defintion of fingering:

..."Fingering is the manual (genital) manipulation of the clitorisvulvavagina, or anus for the purpose of sexual arousal and sexual stimulation. It may constitute the entire sexual encounter or it may be part of mutual masturbation (sex), foreplay or other sexual activities. To "finger oneself" is to masturbate in this manner. It is analogous to a handjob, the manual stimulation of the penis. These activities provide sexual pleasure, whether or not used as non-penetrative or penetrative intercourse."...

This is a very good defintion on the what, but not on the how.

The how to do fingering of the vulva is very short description and in my opinion very inadequate:

..."Massage of the vulva, and in particular the clitoris, is the most common way for a woman to reach and achieve an orgasm. The clitoral body or shaft may be massaged, usually through the skin of the clitoral hood, using up-and-down, side-to-side, or circular motions. The labia and the rest of the genitals are also stimulated by massage and fingering."...


Ah! There we go a 'clean' explanation, but is it that simple? I have learned that some women do not know how to have an orgasm and act to have one as they are ashamed they can't. Some women will at first only have an orgasm by using the showerhead, or a vibrator. A lot of vibrators are not strong enough for an orgasm. Some like to hump a pillow and other like to be filled in their Vagina and/or anus. Just try and find out, do not be scared, love your vagina and vulva look at it, feel it and enjoy it. look at pictures so you will see their is a huge variety and use your erotic intsrument!!!








skills


On the internet some manuals are found on how to play with the female genitals to direct them towards an orgasms I found some under the header: fingering. One of the biggest thing i am missing in the manuals is that they never ask the girl how she masturbates? What does she do to get an orgasm? 
How does she moves her fingers? 
In what order does she play with her self? 
What does make her wet and ready?


Of course in the process there should be an intuitive side, considering on how she reacts with every move you make is a good indicator of how things can be done for her.
Let's look at what in general is advised to do. And for me I would start with washing hands, and cleaning and cutting fingernails.






A mens point of view


This is the most general knowledge shared on the internet for men:


Step 1 – Use your palm to massage her mound. To start with, let her ride your palms gently.

Step 2 – Put little lubricant in your fingertip and trace the outer of your girl’s vagina to determine how wet she is. Touch her clitoris and the opening gently. At first, you should start very slow, and then gradually move sideways or up and down.

Step 3 – This is the key part of how to finger a girl. After getting excited, gently put your finger into her vagina. Deeply insert the finger, and if you know her G spot, use a smooth or regular circular motion to rub. Then, you should introduce the finger intercourse, with your finger moving in and out of the vagina, while massaging her clitoris with the thumb of the same hand.

Step 4 – The pleasure derived from the experience will make her breathing to change, and you will feel the muscles of her vagina flexing against the movements of your hand. Pushing your fingers against her thrusts will help in building her orgasm, and you should use the same rhythm to continue to stimulate her. The rhythm is key when learning how to finger a girl because you want to give her the orgasm, and even if she begins to groan or moan and scream, you should not stop the rhythmic stimulation.

There are many techniques on how to finger a girl, but these steps should help your girl enjoy the act. You should also be aware that every woman love to be stimulated, the way your finger caresses her wet pussy would make a difference in the way your woman responds.

These are some other useful tips on how to finger a girl:

In order not to hurt your girl, make sure your nails are cut and are not sharp.
Some girls do not like to be fingered. Therefore, if your girl is new with you, you should ask her first. If you do not know how to ask, you may insert the tip of your finger into her vagina, and watch her reaction. That is going to tell you whether or not to proceed.






A womens point of view


Sure this all will work, nevertheless if a girl is experienced she knows her body and how to finger herself. If she doesn't know the following tips aren't bad at all actually I would say they would be very useful for a man to read as well!


The most important thing is that she is relaxed, feels safe and secure. I guess that is also very valuable for starting out as a couple.




Allocate some time – at least an hour, twice a week – when you know you'll have the house to yourself and can guarantee being undisturbed. (Arranging this can be the hardest part of the exercise!)


Take a leisurely bath, using your favourite bath oil. Relax. Enjoy soaping your whole body. Give your breasts and your genitals plenty of attention.

Dry yourself with love and care and continue to explore your body as you do so.

Move to the bedroom. Make sure it's warm and that it looks nice and is a pleasant place to be. Put some favourite music on if you'd like. Lie on the bed and carry on touching yourself, anyhow and any place that you like. All sorts of parts of your body might give you pleasant feelings. Find them! Give them attention. Be aware of pleasure.

Rub baby oil into your breasts and into your neck and throat. Enjoy the feeling.

Gradually, allow your hands to travel lower in your body. Caress your abdomen, and then use some more baby oil and touch yourself between your legs. There's no wrong or right way of doing this. Just let your instinct take over.

Slip your fingers into your vagina. Try tightening your muscles round your fingers. Then relax. Try gently stretching the vaginal opening – this is something that gives exquisite pleasure to many women.

Start circling the area where your clitoris is. Don't hurry this. As you become more focused on your genitals, you may well find that you start applying more and more pressure to your clitoris, and that your breathing is quickening, and – best of all – that you're really enjoying yourself.

Don't worry if you don't get any further than this on the first few occasions. So long as you feel that you are loving your body and appreciating it and experiencing some good sensations, then that's fine.
Don't forget that the most powerful part of a woman's arousal equipment is in her mind. So, it can be helpful to introduce some mental stimulation into the exercise. Try thinking of things that turn you on. Or, while you're stimulating yourself, read from one of those erotic novels written for women. You might even like to try caressing yourself while viewing a sexy DVD – if you have a DVD player in your bedroom or somewhere else in the house where you can feel uninhibited and comfortable. One of Betty Dodson’s famous DVDs, on assisting women to reach orgasm through masturbation, may help.

You may like to use a vibrator because many women find this increases their arousal quite magically. If you don't know where to get good books, videos or sex aids, see the further information section.
Each time you start caressing your body, try to keep going for longer and to increase your delight in what you're finding out about yourself. Don't panic if you still sometimes have feelings that what you're doing is wrong. Just breathe deeply and tell yourself that it's every woman's right to love and enjoy her own body – and that masturbation is healthy and good and normal.

One day you'll find that your caresses become more insistent and you're breathing heavier and you feel a desperate urge to carry on what you're doing. It's common to feel a bit frightened at the intensity of what's happening, if you've never felt it before. But go with the feelings. You deserve to have them. If rubbing your clitoris alone doesn't quite get you to your climax, try putting one or two fingers of your other hand into your vagina. Or use a vibrator in your vagina or on your clitoris. Your instinct should take over and tell you what to do.

Hopefully, these powerful feelings will lead to your first orgasm. And once you've had one – you'll find you can have others – maybe even on the same day!

Many women like to practise having orgasms a few times on their own before involving a partner. But once you do choose to try with the person you care for, make sure you incorporate what you've been doing into your love play. Show your partner what you like, and let him or her help you to experience this great joy.

If you follow this plan, without putting pressure on yourself to succeed, you'll become more sexually aware – and it shouldn't be too long before you join the ranks of the orgasmic. Good Luck.






Anyway just laugh relax and do not make a big issue about it.  If he cannot finger you properly it is fun and very exciting to do it yourself as ordered in front of him. And perhaps the two of you will find a way that he can even make this wonderful countdown towards an ordered orgasm. Aren't we women lucky to have such a wonderful tool to play with!


But, I can do a quicky easily if I have a mind for it not that it will be an earthquake of an orgasm but just good enough. The earthquake will only come when I have the time and the proper mindset. The best earthquake and the multiple ones are when He is there!



11 May 2012

Pacemaker






You invaded me yesterday 
wakening under my skin
what had been sleeping 
sending messages
In Morse, ticking on my heart
skipping a beat and gently awakes
my heart beats
I am alive
now I know
my body is full of lust

you are out today
but you are nested
a scent, a sound, a thought
and it sends morscodes
through my body
pacemaker
deep in my core
surrounded by down


Pacemaker (dutch version)




Gisteren bent U in mijn lijf gekropen
Onderhuids wakker geworden
Wat lang geslapen gehad
Het stuurde berichtjes
In morsecodes, tikken tegen mijn hart
Dat overslaat en aangenaam wakker schrikt
Mijn hart klopt
Ik leef
Maar nu weet ik
Mijn lijf is een vat vol lust

Vandaag bent U weg
Maar U bent genesteld
Een geur, een geluid, een gedachte
En het tikt morsecodes
Signalen mijn lichaam door
Pacemaker
Diep in mijn kern
Omringd door zacht dons






9 May 2012

chateau

(based on the 'story of O')



she sits on her bed reading
writing, and mostly waiting
always expecting

her dress
is a ready
to use
open
accessible
at any time
for Him
for Them
for anyone
to use, to whip
to fuck, to order
and no right
to talk
or whisper
her breasts
to grab
her body
is marked
her butt
spanked
her pussy
filled
her arse
violated
she is there
to expect
anything
and ask
nothing
only serve
and
please

she sits on her bed reading
writing, and mostly waiting
for a Master to come


6 May 2012

throat




On my knees 
You ordered me
and I kneel and wait
Eyes blindfolded
I hear how You 
open Your pants
grab my hair
and pull
my face
towards You

I open my mouth
as ordered and
feel Yours, hard
against my cheek first
brushing my lips
I am eager
but you grin
I want to please You
more than anything

You order to stick 
out my tongue
and lick
I do as told
and lick, taste
play with the tip
soft and slippery
You tap my cheek
with Yours

You pull my hair
No order
Just thrusting inside
my mouth
as I suck
Yours in
deeper and deeper
lustfully
enjoying Yours

You go deep
into my throat
I accept fully
to please You
 That My Lord
Is all I want
for You